money

i could balance my checkbook. i could stop smoking & drink water-not-diet-coke to save money. i could walk or take the bus to save money on gas. i could take my lunch, not eat out, make more meals from scratch at home rather than expensive processed food. i could cancel cable services & find other, more engaging activities to entertain myself.

it would be better for me all around any way. money has basically allowed me to eat crap, sit on my ass & fill my lungs with poison. being without money might actually force me into doing a few things that would be good for me.

that's my silver lining reframing of being broke, anyway. number one objective at the moment is readjusting my negative whining angry bitter attitude.

being snarky is so FUN though. i miss being snarky when i get all new-agey happy-place find-your-zen chackras-aligned.